i stay up late till to 12-1 o'clock recently,i am always think where am i if i nerver encounter you and nerver fall in you,if all of the things nerver happen,i must be happy now and more pure,but now,my tears are easily slowing when i lay on the bed,you will nerver know how serious you hurt me,maybe you don't care about at all..maybe all the things you did before are just kidding me,……just in the first day,you said you love me so much and ready to accomany me in the rest of our life,in the second day,we quarred,both of us are angry and disppionted,in the later days,i sent you messages,but you nerver reply me ,how selfish you are!………about 20 days passed,it seems that you disappear in the world,refused to answer my phone and messages.now,i am tired,i don't want to cry for you the bad guy and the selfish man,it is undersering,i want sleep well and have my new life, no matter how pain i am now, i believe  it will disappear as times go! smile,smile,snigger……