MY TRIP TO SCHOOL & GUANGZHOU

I have been feeling uneasy; heavy-hearted these days. My mind is in turmoil.

As can be predicted, this period of internship is full of suffering. However, after the trip to other hotels, I think our hotel is the worst among all. Compared with Intercontinental hotel or Swissotel, I think I made a big mistake before. There is no denying that I don’t want to stay at hotel and work at hotel after graduation. What I really need is to find a place where the foreigners get together, providing me with a language environment to practice my oral English. As can be seen, the foreign costumers make up 80% of all in Swissotel and 50% in Intercontinental hotel. Eventually, I can tell the difference between the 4 and 5 star hotels; the domestic and international hotels after the visit. They get more chance to work with and serve for foreigners. Their hotels look superior; more gorgeous and luxurious.

Secondly, a lot of our classmates leaving away from hotel, they take the excuse of struggling for a higher certificate or being unbearable for the loneliness or overworking. 4 in 9 of my roommates have gone away regardless of the rest of us. They find the excuse to fly away from the darkness place and torment. Besides, they even make plan to find other jobs together. It goes without saying that there is a lot of benefit. First of all, they can step into the other profession earlier to accumulate more experiments. Secondly, they can get higher salary than us here being squeezed by the darkness school and creepy hotel.

Thirdly, considering my behaviors at school, if I put up with such idea of going back for studying, I think our dean will support me without any suspect. To be honest, I have such idea of continuing studying before. That is to say, I can also leave here or really keep study as long as I want.

As been mentioned before, I have an impulse to follow the action of them.

However, in the other aspect, from the bottom of my heart, I would rather follow the suggestion of JONH YE. The purpose for us to come here is to take all of this as an experience because we are young. As for the long long time in our life, these 9 months will be cherished when we get older and older. How time is fly. 9 months, we will finish it soon. The only thing gratifying is that we move to another city and we change to another environment. Even though we work under such situation we can’t give up moving. Just take all these as an unforgettable experience. Being a child who doesn’t go home in New Year, spending the Spring Festival in other city with those people who come from different hometowns, maybe it will be a nice memory.

As a team leader, I must take the initiative to be a good student. Because SURPRISE has gone, no one will stay here if I break it out. I must clam down and comfort them properly.

The most important of all, I have got the goal of getting a good command of English, which means I can talk freely with foreigners without being interrupted by any words or mistakes. And I also made up my mind to hold such a sentence among these 9 months “I will spear no effort to learn English, my major, which will be the only skill I can master and show when hunting the job”, which is also the only thing I should do now.

To leave or not to leave, that is a question.

Is it worthy of doing?

Weighing the pros and cons, the latter beat the former. I can abandon our classmates; I am not ready now; I must live in the realism.

In a word: Being rational, ignoring the rumors, keep moving till the end.

 2011/12/5 20:16