Life can be joyful ,and also can be painful. As a college student, everyday we just have some classes and we ought to be very leisurely and enjoyable in view of those out of universities.

  Thinking back my three years in college, I feel less happier in my leisurely time. In my first year, I felt that college is my ideal paradise, I could have most of my time in my own control, I could read my favorite novels, see fantastic event movies, listen to beautiful songs, hang out with my friends, visit botanical gardens and exhibitions, choose the interesting classes and skip the boring ones, I feel like a free bird escaping from small cages and fish into the sea,  goshawk into the blue sky. Every day, I was so content and vigorous.

 In the second year, I begin to try something new, I began to try something new, like computer games as cs,cf and dota, because I started to find nothing fun to do, I am like the willow catkins flying in the air without root, but with some anxiety in mind. The courses planned for me seems of no use, which are far far from the practical application. As a student whose major is energy thermal system and automation, I am really confused why the school arranged some many unnecessary classes for I, and those courses interesting to I are never seen.

And I felt lost in the heavy mist.

 Time passed, I began to find something went wrong, complaint did no good to me. I had to confront with my inner courage and follow my own pace to be a good learner, I had to store my own knowledge for use in the near future, I had to make my own friends to go on together and build our careers. I had to form my own personality and find my own talents and interests lie. I had to develop my hobbies and adjust my life from boring. Suddenly I felt some much to be done. And I tried to get rid of my previous habits and change myself gradually.

 Now I am a junior student, I feel urgent but in perfect order. When the class is boring, I don't care it and go on reading my own pleased books. Chatting with my close friends, reading books, programming, watching English movies, learning online, taking a part-time job, working out in the gym and go to KaraokeK or have barbecues from time to time have occupied most of time and I feel everything is OK, and my future is in my own control. Life can be very good as long as you have your goal can persist in it.