hello everyone ,long time no see. for the past time, i was so  lazy that i  had forgoten all my dear friends here .hope everyone of you will never mind.these days ,i thought a lot of things including my past life.now i feel tired of my life.in order for my husband ,i quited my job in 2008y and then i went to the city which my husband had been living.at that time when i made this decision ,my parents was objective.they thought that i should continue on my job which was a very good job.and also all my ralitons too . but at that time i was fall in lve .i didnt care about anyone except my husband.i was imaged a wondful life with my husband.but to the controrary,everything was not run on my will.after i quit my job,i became a housewife untill now.i had big  presure which made me could sleep every night.my husband cant understand me ,i dont know where is my future.this problem puzzled me for a long time, my dear friends,can uhelpe and  give me some good idea?if u can ,i will appreciate u very much!