Now again, I'm back after a day's husy work. Everyday, I get up at 7:40 and then rushed to the work bus to the remote company after 1 hour's ride. Then my busy day begin, keep dealing with various emails and trifling things. One of my colleagues go to workout everyday, and actually I really want too but I'm not good at any sort of sports. Sometimes, I want to go to the gym and run on the treadmill, but when the picture of a girl doing such a boring games alone, I would give up my  the idea of doing sports.…….And then the time for going back home comes, I would also rush to the work bus and got back home after 1 hour's journey.Often, it is 7:40 when I got home.

In the evening, I begin to surf on internet after supper. Often, after watching two episodes of TV series, I have no idea what I want to do,  and then keep on exploring webpages aimlessly. Actually, I really want to find some other meaningful things to to out of my work, such as to study,  make some pocket-money, try to know more people, or help others. But, I always failed to realize these ideas, especially when I was alone at home. And I then would regret of wasting my time every time I thought of this.

Life is so short, so uncertain, so boring and also so desirable. How should we go on to make out and finally get what we really want?