I suddenly thought of one of Linzhiying's songs lonely Chirstmas, yes, it's really a lonely Christmas for me.

Maybe life should have been different from that of college after I began to work. During college, I was so close to my friends and often hung out with them especially when festival was coming. But now it was not the case, we go on separate ways and in different cities after graduation. And I was too lazy to send a message to them. Or maybe just when I was lonely I would say such kind of words, indeed I had many chances to get together with them and often had a good time.

This Christmas, I just stayed at home and was fascinated with an American TV series. But in orther words, there are so many people in the world also had a lonely christmas as me. And it is not bad too, then we have time to enjoy both the lonely feelings inside and boisterous&joyful atmosphere outside. A godd experience.