Today is a special day i think, you can see there are many 2 in the date today, the 2012, the 02 month ,the 02 day...It has many 2 this day ,and we all know now we usually say that the person is so Er, and so 2...
Yes, i called some person 2 when i think the person is not a good one, but those days the Er seems like a good altitude to the people, and i am also hold the same altitude toward the meaning of Er, i do not think it is a good word to describe a person.
Yesterday i just want to go to the office but for my personal reasons i do not want to go , finally after the fight in my mind , i determined not go to the office, and i think may be i some times feel i am so degenerate, so i make up my mind to go the office today, but when i saw my mother and my father, they do not want me to go and i gave up the mind quickly.. Finally, i received a call from my company, and i must go ASAP..
Now i find when we determined to do something, the best things we do is just do as the plan, and do not hesitate about the things , so we need the courage to leave some things and get some things, like me , i just want to stay with my parent, and company with them, but i do not want to work, so i lost the work time and the strive time, but i gained the love with my father and my mother and also the happiness time with the parents..
Losing somethings, gaining somethings, that is life, that is the so called 舍得。。。
That is the long and the fighting mind day in 2012 before starting the work smoothly....