Feeling very tired today for some reasons .
Being boring with the job, or being boring with the colleagues i do not like even i hate the ones.I feel tired.
Sitting on the sit in the front of the office desk of mine , i do not know what i am thinking about and just feel boring and tired ..
Prepared to leave this company almost for a months ago ,and for the things need to be done by myself ,and i know what the clients and the freight forwarder, and nobody wants to take over the things left from me .So i need to do if finally and then leave the company and the office now i am sitting in ..
Tired in heart , some time i know what i want to get in the future and what i need to do and must to do in the future .But now feel not so sure about it .
Tired ,do not know whether i will choose the international trading as my job .Whether I will stay here to get more experiences and go to a bigger city like Beijing or some other places?Whether i am suit for the job like the international trading sales?
Tired both the body and the heart, I know i need to consider the job seriously , but i do not know where is the original, and which is the start.I know i need to make the decision decisively, but time goes by i have made the decision, but for the reason like i said , i do not leave the office till now ..
Tired , the best word to express my state now maybe the confused towards the future ,both the emotion and the work ..
Confused can not do nothing about my job in the future , now what i need maybe calm down and think about the job carefully and then choose the ones i like and enjoy.
....Have a good altitude!