I am not very confident about the new job ,and since when i left the old company i have thought about changing the job for a new one, not the sales of the international, since i feel some boring about it ...But sometimes i really do not know what to do about other jobs, do some things like the domestic sales. My English is not very good enough, I want to enter a new company and a bigger one, with the much salary also with more opportunity to develop my now ability no matter in the business or in the studying in English or the life ...I want a new job just as i said ,but i think i feel doubt about the new one....
Maybe i should find a new job before leaving the old company, many friends advise me to do like that ,no matter the stranger friends who i never met before, or the friends who are always stand by my around ...I feel some times regret about what i doing at first ..
Tomorrow i will go to some place for the interview ,and i do not know what the result is, but i should have do some prepare before,..And especially my spoken English ...I think now i am not saying so much in the daily life or in the work life. I should have learn to communicate with my friends by English, But maybe they will say that i am a crazy girl ,what i should do .....
Some times feel positive about the work and the job,but some time feel positiveness about the future even some boring about the job ,some confuse about the life...maybe i need to calm down and do some adjust for the new job and the future..