We are changing, the things are changing, just like that we change for a job...
We are changing in some degree due to what we have faced and what we have experienced, like me i was working in a small company which i think it is not very good, due to many reasons, like the atmosphere like the surroundings, like the colleagues ,like the working ways,...and so on, after all at last i chosen to leave , for maybe many personal reasons.
I am changing now i have found that i changed much than before, i will calm down when i happen to meet things that i never met , but as before i will escape or feel very nervous or feel some hurry ! Now the first things i came in my mind is just clam down, things will be better, i do not know when i changed like this, in some degree maybe i become some mature than before, not that kiddish , even i happen to meet the things very hurry up, i will do better than before now.
I am changing in my mind , i think i should gain more than before, since what i do are much more than before, but usually things not come out as what i am thinking, the pains do not equal to the gains ...some times i should tell myself, what i can do are much more, what now i am doing are less, i need to do more than now, so i can gain better..
I am changing than before, i am not that stupid , and some times i need to keep something in heart, not just in the mouth, but i do not like that, i think i feel very boring when i must remember somethings or some persons, i think that is a burden for me , maybe being an adult is with much burden or much responsibly.
The around things change, so i change, the people i meet change, so i change ....Some times i do not like that change, i think to be a simply person is really good, not so much boring things, not so much in heart, what you do are just enjoy your life ...That is the state i want to be ..but actually we do not want to change, but things change, time pasts , things change....that is life ..we can not just be a kid forever ....
Being a kid is so good, so pure, I like being a kid ....
I do not know whether this subject comes to my mind , i just want to tell myself, keep a kind heart, keep a good altitude , things will be better !Honesty are very important for me !