Now it is June 20 th, I have not write a blog for almost one month. And i feel i am a little unfamiliar with the English , not read too much , not write too much ,even not online too much.
There i want to write some friends and classmates around me , they have encouraged me much and also help me much ,also there are some classmate we never have a long talk even we were in the same class for almost three year in the college .
Total now i have been in the school for almost 16 years ,calculated from the primary school, and between the 16 years, i happen to meet many classmates and friends, even many of them we do not keep contact and even some of them maybe i can never contact with them due to many reasons.
The most classmate now i keep in touch are most the Senior school classmates, now we are in the ages from 23 to 25 years old, and some of them are get married in the year 2011 or this year 2012. Some of them are in Shijiazhuang, Have their own house and their own family . some of them are together with their boy friends or girl friends and prepare to be married in the next year or this year . Also Some of them like me are single and struggle there for almost one year (But as i know this parts are just very little ).
Even we stay in the same place in Shijiazhuang ,But most time we do not keep in touch, Even most time we are online of the QQ or MSN, but we do not chat with each other, maybe we are working ourselves work , or maybe we do not know what to say for we have not met for a long time ...Maybe we do not want to break each others life, even we are the classmate....I feel very sad about this, and i want us to come together and enjoy a good time when we are free.....
I am cold , the stranger will find that, i am not a enthusiasm girl when i am talking with a stranger or the unfamiliar person . So the stranger will find i am a girl that can not be near ....i always give the person the distance not just for them but also for me ...I do not know why I am being like this, But it is the true myself.
The friends of me are some like me ,but most of them thinking that i am a girl who is very childish and not that mature ,some time they call me too optimistic,Maybe in the life I need much more thinking about the things that happen to me and not that childish ...
The friends are most the same job like me as a international trading sales in the small company, and most they are in the same places in Shijiazhuang ...But i think they have done better job than me , I need to pay much from now on . We are in the same occupations,but they have earn much more than me , I need to learn from them ...
There are also some other friends do not stay in the same place, i often see the photos in the QQ zone, but do not where they are staying and most time they are not online and i do not have their phone numbers.
Really i am a cold girl? Maybe i need to be more initiative to contact with them ,,,,and do not waiting for their attentions ......
Now i have not done well no matter in the life and the work ...I need to change my way ....and know the other methods to let me cheer up my confidence for the life and work....
Do not be that down ..Just cheer up...