I just want to write somethings,but do not have clear idea about what to write.

 

Today, I talked with my friend, we do not talk too much, we just chat on QQ,She is my college's classmate,and also one of my best friends, She and me both work in Shijiazhuang City, She earned much more than me,About me I just work as an sales at an trading company which doing the trade with foreign customer,a very small company.

 

We are chatting that we both work in the small city Shijiazhuang , Earn so little salary every month, and do not go to other big cities for travel or work,like Beijing ,Guangzhou, Shanghai ,And so on, what we do just work in Shijiazhuang.And go no other cities .She tells me that to see the big cities , we can enrich our experience and broaden our horizon,I am very agree with this viewpoint and I say to her, the more broaden of our horizon, the more we can choose.

 

I always tell myself, that i need to go out to see the outside world, the outside cities, the outside people, the outside scenery,and also the outside chances ,opportunities.But just stay in the stage of thinking and telling about myself, and not the actions,Today  after the talking with my friend, the minds of the travel to see other cities comes to my mind again.Really never go out for travelling, Now my feelings is complex.No words can express my feelings, some pity, some regret.

 

From this one thing, I have saw my shortcomings, just have the mind and thinkings, do not act. One old sentence in our China, The actions speaker louder than words.I need to get some changes.

 

When it comes to the reasons why i am not go travel to see the other cities , I do not want to say too much, I need another time to write .

 

I always say I think, I tell myself, but really i do what i think and tell myself? The fact are not. Get changes.