I finally worked in a new place,and I insisted to go there;In fact,I still don't like it after working there for about 12 days;

I am so tired everyday,so sleepy,and so sad! I still work hard and treat seriously with my patients;

But some of the workmates treat me lightly! I don't like some of them;

Almost everyone friend spares me careness as soon as they heard me that I would spend three months in the PICU;

I was in no position to say no,and of course,I would like to improve my skills when emergency happens;which is nessary

as a pediastric doctor;I need it in my career;;and if others can do it,I will,and I will be there until I have learned what I need;

I still encourge myself by such lies;and I have no idea how long I can still hang on there;

I hope things go well later!God bless me !