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I had half a day off today,so I made dumplings with my friend at home.
they turn out to be delicious.
I am happy,so is she.
life should be like this-filled with simple happiness- if there is no work.
two friends of mine who happened to be in the same hospital with me cried.
because things does not go well in the work.
I hate to work in the new place.Everyday on my way to the hospital,I keep telling myself that things will be better if I persist day by day,but on my way home,I feel disappointed most of the time.I am alway in a bad mood recently.The pressure of making mistakes and the despise from the elder workmates and the patients haunted me all the time,sometimes in the dreams.
That is exactly the same situation they are going through,I know it. they bear and bear,and until the day ,they are not able to bear any more,one small little thing can triger the unveiled anger and sorrow.
Oh,that is not right,we are not allowed and entiled to be angey-just sorrow will be ok.
I have not turn to tears till now.that is my last resort,and I need to save it for more harder things.
things are not easy for me ,of course,but they are handled in my case. I used to work in hospital ,like ,three years, and I went through things like this and developed thick skin as well as a tough heart.
I am always honest with life. and I know it is not always fair,but I still need some return to pay the pain psychological and physiological in work.
Maybe god is too busy to pay much attention to me now ,I got it ,and completely understand, who is not? ,but there must be one day he will be free and give me some pleasure and it will not be long.
I am fighting and waiting!
come on !!!
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Post comment Comment (5 replies)
- Reply sunnyv
- Working in a hospital is tedious and complicated work. You have to face the management and supervisors plus patients and the general public. Complaints are expected. It is so hard to please everyone. Almost impossible, therefore, you have to learn to be cautious, tactful, confident and responsible at the same time. You would learn all these things as you work. Relax with friends to free yourself from the pressure. Cheers.
- Reply poorman
- external and internal changing always make human unconfortable. up and down road of life always give our wisdom. insist on your short term dream with right direction.
- Reply seshuanglala
- Keep your optimistic attitude towards life , and I believe the God must have concern about you .
- Reply lovingfun
- Life itself is not easy as it should be. Most time we are in chores.And even don't know how long we can go in that journey.
Anyway, we should thank for God, for at least , we are living. And we have the chance to live better.
Sometimes we can learn a lots from bitter and sweet situation. We can live better, and should be, that is the best belief that make me striving for.
