I am about to 27 years old , I get up every morning at 7:00 currently rather than 12, and I do not go to bed until 11:00 at night.

I am about to 27years old, relatives and friends talk more about my salary、marriage than the score I get in  the curriculum.

I am about to 27years old, the conversation we people talk about varies from internet 、online games to cars and housing and so on. When I have diner together with friends, the hot topic will always center on the fact who were married, or who is getting there.

I am about to 27years old, I do not pay much attention to the endless homework any more, instead, what I do really care about is the bill I have to pay for the gasoline, or how much does the housing price soar, ect.

I am about to 27years old, I do not waste money any more. I began to calculate exactly how much does it left after the credit card it paid at the end of every month. It is time to save for the housing price.

I am about to 27years old, I hold a distant attitude toward bars or KTV gradually. I am all for the natural environment, and the healthy way of life little by little.

I am about to 27years old, sometimes when I am alone, I feel lonely, and occasionally, I cherish the memory of the time with someone.

I am about to 27years old, I begin to go for my dream and learn to be cautious about turning to tears for the tiny little things. And I do not give up just because stuffs got in the way.

I am about to 27years old, my adolescent outrage decreased in a gentle way, I treat all the setbacks as a treasure in life, trying to learn a sense of patience plus tolerance.

I am about to 27years old, when I look back upon the past, I find that so many things I did were not right, I followed the wrong way and were always with regret, but what is done can not be undone. I can never go back to the age which used to be an innocent one.

I crave for the past love and the company with someone for dinner and movie after work everyday. I hope the happiness、the depression and everything in my life can be shared . Maybe there is someone, I expect, who is behind me when I was too exhausted to keep going. In that case, I would take a deep breath、get myself set up and continue to be off on my right foot.

I am about to 27years old, I fall back on playing video game to dispose the boring time, as well as shopping on line for the certified goods or discount ones I like.

I am about to 27years old, I do not go to cyber bars just because I am alone, instead, I get access to  QQ, checking who is online. In view of those familiar names on the screen, I kept in salience and  said nothing, just freshen the web page of friends to find something new of their state. Responding with punctuation once in a while, I got nothing back.

I am about to 27years old, I stop complaining even when I was really in a jam. I stay quietly, listening to hypocritical and mundane world,

I am about to 27years old, I smiled with delight despite tears in the corner.

I pretend not to care even if I do

I stick to leave even though I wish I can stay

I said deliberately that I am happy even though I live in pain

I cry out that I forget the past things, while the recollection unfolded completely in mind

I firmly declare that we have nothing to do with each other while I can not just let go in heart

I hate to part with him while I said I had enough and I could not bear any more

Words that against my will came out my mouth, but I insist that is the fact,loud and clear,

I held my head high while tears are about to welling out my eyes.

 Even something can not be changed, and I know it, but I still hold a tough belief,

Even awfully hurt, I admit, obstinately, that you own me nothing  

Living a life with a disguised mask is arduous，but I choose to go on

I would pretend that it does not matter to be in sorrow If my weakness can be kept uncovered,

I did these things to keep my soft spot of my heart invisible. I want no worry from my friends and at the same time, I would like anything but compassion.

Even though oppressed and painful, I prefer to keep them in the bottom of my heart, telling others--with a big smile on my face--that I am ok. Then I made fun of myself in private: why do I put a tough label on myself, like I am able to endure the hardships all by own.

Haha, life do really tax a lot !!!

 

“我今年二十七八岁，明明很想哭，却还在笑。明明很在乎，却装作无所谓……”网络热点视频《我今年二十七八岁》，道出了80后的迷茫与窘迫。身为80后的你，是否也有如此困惑呢？姐从来不抄袭，但没说不复制！呵呵，特把歌词全文复制过来，与网友们分享！

我今年二十七八岁，

每天起床的时间从中午12点变成了早上7点，睡觉的时间从凌晨变成了晚上11点。

我今年二十七八岁，

工作中开始接触形形色色的人，见到亲戚朋友，他们不再问你考试考了多少分，而是问你工资多少，结婚没有...

我今年二十七八岁，

聊天的话题从各种网络游戏变成汽车，房子…

吃饭的时候，往往讨论的是他准备结婚，她哪年结婚了…

我今年二十七八岁，

每天不再感慨学校作业有多少作业做不完，开始感慨油价，房价涨的有多快，股票是涨还是跌…

我今年二十七八岁，

不再乱买东西，月底开始算计，还了信用卡，开销多少，还剩下多少，该开始攒钱买房子了…

我今年二十七八岁，

渐渐的开始讨厌的酒吧、ktv，喜欢亲近自然，喜欢健康的生活方式…

我们今年二十七八岁，

偶尔会有寂寞，偶尔会挂念一个人；

我们今年二十七八岁，

我们开始追逐梦想，不会再轻易流泪，不会再为了一点挫折而放弃…

我们今年二十七八岁，

没有了年少的轻狂，把遇到的挫折困难都当作一种人生的阅历，试着去包容去忍耐…

我们今年二十七八岁，

回想起曾经，我们做了太多的错事，走了太多的弯路，我们总是在后悔，但是我们回不去了，回不去那个曾经纯真的年代了。

当我们被社会上无形的压力压的喘不过去的时候，我们渴望曾经的那份爱，渴望每天下班有人一起吃饭，一起看电影，我们需要有一个人为我们，来分担一些东西。

我们在一条伟大的航路上我们需要有人为我们鼓劲，也许我们累倒想放弃，深吸一口气，继续向前走，我深信，总有一个能靠岸的彼岸。

今年我们二十七八岁，

无聊时我们没有去玩游戏，我们开始上平购宝购物，挑折扣，买正品。

我们今年二十七八岁，

孤单时我们没有去网吧，我们用手机隐身上QQ，看看谁在线，看看熟悉的人，想说点什么，究竟又什么也没说，就这样反复纠结的着…

我们把空间刷新了一遍又一遍，看看谁更新心情了，看看谁更新了日志了，回复了符号，却没有回复句子…

我今年二十七八岁，

烦恼的时候不再发牢骚，我们静静的，静静的看着听着，这很现实又很虚伪的世界…

我今年二十七八岁，

明明很想哭，却还在笑。

明明很在乎，却装作无所谓。

明明很想留下，却坚定的说要离开。

明明很痛苦，却偏偏说自己很幸福。

明明忘不掉，却说已经忘了。

明明放不下，却说他是他，我是我。

明明舍不得，却说我已经受够了。

明明说的是违心的假话，却说那是自己的真心话。

明明眼泪都快溢出眼眶，却高昂着头。

明明已经无法挽回，却依旧执着。

明明知道自己很受伤，却说你不必觉得欠我的。

明明这样『伪装』着很累，却还得依旧…

为得只是隐藏自己的脆弱，即使很难过，也会装的无所谓…

只是不愿别人看见自己的伤口，不让自己周围的人担心，不想别人同情自己…

只想在心底独自承受，虽然心疼的难以呼吸，却笑着告诉所有人“我没事的！”然后静下来时，自己就笑话自己，何必把自己伪装的这么坚强？好像自己可以承受所有的苦难…

呵…这好累、好累！！！