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“If only I were admitted.” He seemed to tell a long story.
“
I was not supposed to take the exam. But the moment I saw
you, I was flipped.
I tried really hard, because I wanted to be good enough for
you.
but now………”he stopped for a moment, looking far away.
“No matter what I defend, it pales in front of the fact
that I failed and you made it. And I do not pray for another chance to prove my
ambition for further study.
This is who I am.
I am nothing like you, I am always satisfied with the
present. I do not appreciate outstanding life after endless efforts.
But you do. You deserve better life.
………..”
Then he gave me a hug, a long hug with affection.
I was relieved
So relieved.
………..
I just need the answer-whatever it is, and then I am OK.
And I hate him.
We finally graduate from medical school. leaving for
different lives.
Things had been rough at first, for the recollection of the
days we hanged out together kept tidal-waving my brain from time to time, but with
the time goes by, I finally get to lead my life the the way it was.
I am still a happy little girl.
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- Reply sunnyv
- You are not what you have done, but what you have overcome. All the hardships. All the mistakes. All the rejections. All the pain. All the times you questioned why. All of these things have given birth to the wisdom and strength that will help you shine your light on the world, even in the darkest of hours.
Just forget him for the time being, he would catch up with you if fate wants it that way.
