•Last
month, a male friend of mine told me that he fell for the girl who is unlike
anyone in his life, and tried his best to inquire about her phone number; after
several chat and meals with her, he was so much certain that she was the one.
•One
day, he summoned the courage to bare his heart and was turned down.
•He
moved on and kept himself busy for a while, and then, he took a liking to
another girl;
•“How
do you think of it, being less patient and without much preoccupation as before?” I asked him, “how come? ”
He let out a deep sigh, “I have grown up”•I
had no idea when it first started to annoying me that we were incapable of
waiting and loving, while it is pretty clear that not
everyone is willing to slow down the pace to check on your pain and get to know
you;
so you
learnt to save your feelings, without much hope,so
less disappointment;without
much preoccupation, so less harm;
•We
are deprived of sentimental and childish relationships as we grow up, and what
was left there was a reasonable mind and the indifferent attitude;
•You
became smart then; you do not offer everything you have got anymore and open your
heart in a rush even when you find one you had a big crush on;
you don’t spent much time and energy on anyone.
•The
rule of "survival of the fittest "still applies to the daily
life of the modern world; there are thousands of elites in all walks of life
who still keep running all the way without a rest; you
have to follow them without much choice; you are one of them;
•There
had been a time when the night becomes silent, and you have time to meditate,
about people who come and go, about things that happened bewteen you and someone you used to care so much ,and so on;
and then, you fell asleep; when you got up, everything was shut in and left
behind;
•Again,you put the mask on and move forward;
•people
don’t need to put a limit on emotion ,there is
already one; either love or hate, as well as other feelings, they all
do. You might be changed or shaked to the core at the beginning, but after you surpass the limit,everything melt down to nothing;
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