You might have a great interest when you see the title then you wanted to know about so-called Forced Love. No need to disguise or conceal the fact that we all pursue somebody for whom we have a great feeling. Yes, I did the same thing that I had a very special feeling towards a girl whom I met on a blind date arranged by my friends.  I think that was a joke, played by my both fate and luck.

 

We had a lovely conversation that created the illusion that she was the perfect Ms. Right whom I am looking for. Step by step, inch by inch, I fell in love with her without knowing that she was just an open minded girl with an easy going character and not having a feeling in the way I do. Days pushed weeks and she continually said this was wrong to have a relatonship like that without making sure of her feeling. I denied.

 

Probably after three weeks since we met, the heart of mine was broken by her decision that we cut the contact and became strangers. I could not believe at the time but had to accept the truth. I asked her to be my friend and she finally agreed with hesitation. The pain was slowly going away as days went by, but the feeling was as warm as it had been in the past. Within a week, I gained my strength to overcome this emotional barrier which bothered me with many WHYs.

 

When I adjusted myself to the normal friendship, she again poisoned me by her emotion-toxic movements. I was again pulled into the pit from which I had got out with utmost difficulty. Her poisonous words and infectious movements broke the steel gate of my heart again. Although it feels good to come back on the Golden times, I have not been feeling really good as I realized I am the only one who is pouring fuel into the stove of love, that is why it is still burning. Now I feel sorry for my emotions which were burned mercelessly without sweet care.

 

Now, I am conscious as the poison was gone with the broken heart. The feeling towards her soul still got stuck deep inside. I am making a decision which will terminate the flow of emotion and there will be no more irrigation to the seeds which will never grow but submerge in the deep water. She began to show her interest but I think it is late as I hate to have a forced love, hate to feel the hesitation deep inside of hers. That is why I am saying No Need for Forced Love.