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My dread before marriage
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Time Flies@@ More 3 years from education up to now (2008/07--2012/01).
MY B-friend and I will marry after this new year, as Zhengyue 19 (be 2012/2/10). We have just bought the first house in august at Chendu City and have move into now. So we decided to have the Spring Festival here this year. We'll go on a holiday after the new year, about 2 weeks for my marriage at our hometown in Xuanwei city in Yunnan province.
We don't known what should to do for our marriage, look like no anything can finish. At present, we start to ready. At fact we really can't do except to buy some clothes, gifts and rings. Maybe we will go home with these things only at that time. I feel afraid whether we can finish the marriage or not, will have something during all the process or not, whether I can leave my family so easy?
I feel pressed by many force. After married, maybe I'll loss many times with my parents and my families, so far as to feel alone. Maybe we would live with my B-firend's parents later. So I will leave my love family to the another unfamiliar family. At the same time I'll begin the longer life with another family. I wouldn't wilful and free like before.
But I'm very happy, because we'll build the new family, a especial family belong to us. We'll have different life, have 4 parents, have our (2) children and have more relatives. We'll make great sfforts to support our family. We'll keep on our parents' way. Our parents will needn't worry but happy for our new family.
Our new life will begin, new start line, although would have many unkonwn future wait to us, but we'll tay our best to do everything. I belive we'll create the happy life & family, forever-forever!!
Here I wish every new family also happniess!!!@@@
Post comment Comment (2 replies)
- Reply kiki20040423
- you are now in ordinary dread before wedding, so did i, hehe...
but i can surely one thing for you, your parents always your parents, it is a ture, and it never changes as with your marriage life.
relax to welcome your beautiful new life.
