it's long time that i want to write something,ahout my life /my work/ my friends or just my favorite,all will be ok ,but never happened.if you ask me why? i will told you that i am always trying to find it out,but always too tired to tell myself ...because it's always too complicated to make it clear ,always be full of reasons, full of excuse.... if you insist on wanting to know about ,i just want to tell you that if you are my job,please forgive me ,because you are the one i complained most for your criminal to my favorite ,to my plan,to my life,but also are the one i love deeply....
hate you, becuse you almost leave me no weekend ,even holiday sometime, you take most of my time ,you give no chance to me to enjoy my life ,leave me no time to do what i want to do .do you know? i also want to appreciate the beautiful of the world,to make it reality that the heart and the body, there must be one on the road , i also want to enjoy the emotional move with my love, play the guitar,listening to my favroite song,to read the book i loved slowly , to take the english training course to improve my english,to paly badminton with friends ,to exercise in gymnasium to make myself strong and healthy...but all these is so diffcult for me,because you always have ways to make it impossible...and idleness of myslef can't be neglected....
but also i love you ,even if sometime i feeled very tired .because you let me understand what's is responsibility, everytime when i think of your words "lighting million homes,deep love from CSG(万家灯火,南网情深)",all thing make sense,all the pay become valuable,all tired disapear....hate you ,but also love you ,CSG......