For the past six months, since I knew there is a boy who takes after lwq, I still can't calm down from time to time. I knew him the moment when Heyman told me that she had made a mistake when sending an email concerned with the name list for sports meeting to Department of Sports, where he worked as a director. That's how I had to ask Baichao for help for the first time. It's this time that I knew his name is Baichao. Occasionally, once I saw him on the basketball match. I love watching basketball match, though I can't play well, expecially when it is the team from our foreign language school. Since then, everytime I see him, I have the impulse to hide away from him, because I will think of my ex-boyfriend then, as they take after with each so much.
I can't remember how I got his relevant information from micro blog, I began to pay much attention on his blog. I can't clearly tell why. He is not my boyfriend, he even doesn't know me. I just feel familiar with him, and have the inclination to talk with him and help him if possible, even it is just a message from him to help spread the news or release the notification from Student Union, sometimes just help him to sell his computer...I won't mind. I seldom comment on others' status, but not when I see his. I regard him as my younger brother, although he knows little about me.
Today, at noon, I came across him again, but because of having to wait for my friends to have lunch, I lost the chance to have a talk with him formally and face to face. He is alone. I got to know his situations last night when I sent a secret letter to him, telling him that I am curious to not to see him with his girlfriend for a long time around my dorm, advicing him to come on and pursue what he wants without ceasing...He will. Just now, I finally found his QQ number through trial and error. But I will never add him, as it is improper for an upper sister to be so proactive. I prefer to help him and show my concern for him indirectly.I am eager to make friends with him, but he may not. He is handsome and cool. Good luck, Baichao.