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For some people, today, it is a fine day to symbolize fortune, for 518, means that I want to make a fortune. But for me, it is a special day. How special? Allow me to say a few words about it. For half a semester, I have given up preparing for the postgraduate study exam; for these three years, I have once dreamt of being that kind of person. However, things have changed frequently. Some plans, some goals, for example, study and work hard during my college years and try to find a good job in the future after I graduate from Zhanjiang Normal University seem to be impractical. When Mr. Yang Jingjun asked me whether I have decent diploma, so-called social relationship, money, etc, I shook my head. There is no doubt that the society is cruel, to a great extent, unfair. I admit that I gave up preparing for the postgraduate study exam in that I am afraid even I could keep having good grades, I would stop making any progress in my teaching skills after three years during my postgraduate study. I can't stand myself being a person who can only create grades. That's why this semester I spare no efforts to grasp every possible chance to practice and learn. Fortunately, I do see and sense my intangible progress gradually. But, am I right to stop studying from now on, and to work in the society, to be a low-paid teacher in the countryside? What kind of life do I need? Rich or just ordinary life? To be honest, at least now, I am not ambitious. I just hope I can stay with my family, find my root if possible, and be a good teacher. I can't make decision now. I am not sober. I hope in the coming days, I can find what I want. Thanks, my dear teachers, thanks for your endorsement and encouragement. You are always there for me when I am confused and lost. I will think twice before I make decision.
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- Reply indiangirl
- How hard to make a decision between study and teacher, but one of my teacher told me like this: When you hardly lose your patience, please give it one more minutes, and the result will come to you. Good luck..
- Reply 自然卷
- once i had the same dilemma with you,and i also tried to ask my friend ,wishing their wise and witty advise.but it turned out that nobody could tell you wich way you should go.put it in another way,the dilemma can hardly be vanished after listening to other's suggestion. dear,i know you feel hesitated now ,but what i want to say is that ,follow your heart and live simple but meaningful.
- Reply daisyluo
- indiangirl: How hard to make a decision between study and teacher, but one of my teacher told me like this: When you hardly lose your patience, please give it oneThanks for your advice. Actually, my dream is to become a teacher no matter whether I will continue the postgraduate study. My heart goes for teaching.
- Reply daisyluo
- loly90: Choose the one you most want to do and follow your heartYeah, I was thinking about it now. What I am afraid is that as you can see, this is May now, Do I still have enough time to catch up with what I have left?
- Reply daisyluo
- 自然卷: once i had the same dilemma with you,and i also tried to ask my friend ,wishing their wise and witty advise.but it turned out that nobody could tellThanks for your understanding. I am trying to make myself known what kind of life I want, but things won't be changed as I always pursue after teaching career, and ordinary life. It is the problem of to study or to work in the coming years that haunts me.
- Reply daisyluo
- possible: . I can't stand myself being a person who can only create gradeA person should link theory with practice, am I right?
very good~
- Reply loly90
- daisyluo: Yeah, I was thinking about it now. What I am afraid is that as you can see, this is May now, Do I still have enough time to catch up with what I haveBe confident and make every effort to do it
