i wanna say, before i blogged here, i copied many excellent articles from many website. i think reader must bored with those ensemble articles, no fresh viewpoint, like we use kinda social apps. without original writting, just coping, what an insane era of explosive info. people like to be phubber, selfie and hashtag on everything, it is needless actually. i am here, i once was blog maniac, since i added many strange guys in my qq, wechat, or facebook, i compeletly fell in love with those state of no-brainer.
i just had some boiled beef, but now i am pyrosis, way uneasy. indigestive dine make me unpleasant. the unhappiest stuff is i start to believe in horoscope. without effort, i focus on might good personality means success. i am virgo. according to netspeak, i am unwelcomed man, pretty emotional, not manly but womanly,we are fussy, we are in vain, we are idealism and perfectism. what a bitchy speech. so am i born to be bitch.hell no, katy perry sung: baby you are fire work, no one can replace, cuz you are original. ok. what a comfort talking.
i am addict to focus on how many visitors follow me, scan my space. i know the space cant make sense, cuz it is only for entertaining, or just wanna peek at someone s secrets or uniqueness.i have a female cyberfriend, maybe she isnt good-looking, or messy brain, sucky social network, while, in the internet she turn to mainstay. thousands of dude visited her space, thought she had nothing but some emoji , countless comments below, i feel upset, why i am such a mindful one, but people prefer her insane tweeting.i shall change my attitude. i am really,totally insane. maybe really in vain. recently, i start to recall my school memory. many classmate frequently alter job, many keep still. many get retrograded. actually no, they just find a best way to realize new life. i envy and jealousy or insecure. 90 generation have some ambition want to be millionaire, and busy with planing to make much money, first, to rent a shop, then, go business, i know they are thirsty for being a rich man, and now dissatisfied with present situation, before i talked to him, he know many things, religion, psychology, and cosmos. furthermore, he turn to be a bragger, i antipath, cuz when he face up present life, he complaint of low salary, he asked me or i agree with his idea, i smilence{smile and silence}, he soon angry, and think i am self-abandonment. omfg. who think who is him, forgive my chinglish, he is such a brainwasher. well, gotcha, i meet many guys, talk of thousands words. after this week, what i said is a heap of dump.my eye dry. ok this is all. without logic, i wanna still be an elegant blogger here.
good midnight.
yours loong.