The spring festival vacation is going to end  . New begining is coming . At this time , i lost myself . I lost my direction , i don't know what shall i do ? Once , i have a dream , but now i distance the dream have a long way . In the past year , i felt i was confused . Now , i don't know how to do and what shall i do . I can't find the answer what i want from now job . Perhaps i need a new job . I miss the job that once i worked for five years , there were too much passion and hard there . Now i have to do is think about my direction of dream and learn english . I can't silence all the time ,  i must do it !