today was my black friday,although just Wednesday。at the noon ,i chatted with a friend ,she told me that the girl i love ,she also love a boy,but is not me .that was to say,the fancy of mine was breaken .before, actually,i didn't think this,but now,i must to face it.

just mines ago,i talked with the girl,even though she maybe haven't known  how much i love her,even didn't know there was a boy love her,but ,just now ,i sended a "zaima"to her,suddendly, i have no words to say.on my feelings,it's a big cage in front of me,i though.

in order to express my feelings ,so i wrote a poem. it was:听彼莺鸣，不寐不夜。寻其友声，忧心戚戚。如何如何，实不我我。都有芳草，乐兮靡乐。未见予我，非我栽也。载笑浇灌，忘我实多。幽幽山谷，雷池难跃。夸父桃林，不做阿难。朝之露水，岂等来日。