I am standing quitely out of the world ,rightly just like a pinaster , watching at the world under the moon , which is blatant and full of grief and gladness. I am standing calmly without any discomposure and heartburn , just like Guanyin looking at the world with folded arms, no anger and no glee .My heart turned into a still lake,which can reflect the world of mortals,but nothing it holds.
I am still standing like a pinaster,always standing till I turn into a stone,with touch of wind and eroding of rain, I become smaller and smaller,while my heart is growing bigger and bigger.It is big enough to hold the whole world.It is big enough to hold the whole world with me,and it is big enough to hold the whold neglecting me.
I am standing peacefully like a pinaster and watching every rebirth and withering away.