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ohoh~~2014 is right here !! Time flies,right?
2014 is absolutely a big year for me,cause I will join the college-entrance-exam in June this year.Truth be told,I've never thought this day will come to me so fast that I haven't realize yet.In addition, I am an adult already.Wow...
As we all know,life in Grade 3 in High school can be hard,however,as for me(live in Guangdong) it's not so hard compared with other provinces among the whole country.(I am still a lucky guy in that way~)The busy school days really make me cherish the time when I am at home(I live in school's dormitory during the school time) I go to scool when the sky is still dark in the morning and I go back to my dormitory when the sky is already dark in the evening.Those days really make me upset and I feel very lonely which I can't resist at all. Surely,I am not prepared to take my responsibility or I am already a growp-up,but obviously I already have so many burden on my back, which I didn't find out until I feel extremely tired.
I know why.I know why in this crucial period I am so passive while my friends are so ambitious. From the beginning,I am always to be the dull girl in the class,or a nerd,I always work hard and obey all the rules ,to achieve all the conventional standards..For instance,last week, when I was reading a fashion magazine becase I want to relax myself after the final-exam,a guy came to me and said to me surprisedly,"wow! I never thought you will read a magazine!" at that moment, I feel surprised ,too.How can I leave an impression to others like this..! In fact, I devote myself to studying,to being a good student.I give up what I am , what I like ...I've been tired. To tolerate for many years. All in all, I should insist on ...on my dull life, on my schoolwork.. I can finish it perfectly,without any complaints..
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Post comment Comment (5 replies)
- Reply ocean0721
- No pains, no gains. Maybe your current life is quite boring and tiring, but it will pay dividends later on. The returns will come to you one day for your hard work.
- Reply sunnyv
- You manage to tell about the difficult times you are having, so that means you are in control of it and it is not crippling you. That is why having good trusted friends would help because they would tell you about their struggles too so that you know that you are not struggling alone. Everyone has their own problems and disappointments, but they would not talk to others about it resulting in self solitary suffering. Some people may say things to demean or beat you down for their own benefit or to raise their own status by stepping you down. Try to understand those evil intentions and just brush them off. So long as you have an average intelligence and can take care of yourself, nobody can hold you down. Face the future with self confidence. Wish you the best.
- Reply laodu0409
- I am a maths teacher in grade 3 in high school. I don't agree your viewpoints.
I think if you can focus on your learning, it is easy for me to learn it well. Don't care about anything which has nothing to do with knowledge!
- Reply LizHoo
- Of course you are right, but what I want to do is to overcome these negative feeling and be concentrated on my study,I absolutely want to focus, but as an adolescent,we are confused sometimes,we also will feel tired
laodu0409: I am a maths teacher in grade 3 in high school. I don't agree your viewpoints.
I think if you can focus on your learning, it is easy for me to learn ...
