Time goes by so quickly, March is coming to the end, I think I should make a summary for this period. Today is already the March 30, 2012, two months has passed since the new term began. What did I do during these days? I don’t know how to answer this question because there is a strong sense of guilty in the depth of my heart, not only for this term but for the whole time which I wasted. I dare not call home, I am afraid to talk with father, I have no courage to face their profound look, I don’t want to let them down.

 Think about the past year and a half, there are two many things are different from my imagination, I am also changed a lot involves mind. Maybe the reason is that I become more and more mature as the growth of the age or other ones I don’t realized. I even have no intention to explore the problem, for me, the most important is the process. Although I didn’t make a full use of the past time. I still should thank for this time which gives me a chance to improve myself.

  Generally speaking, I am very confused recently, I was always thinking of finding a part time job on financial, but there is almost no suitable recruitment information in this city, I was also sent several CVs to the companies in other cities such as shanghai, but received no response at all, Perhaps it is wise for me to change my idea first, I become so lather that can’t calm down to do anything these days because of intern. In fact, I have a lot of other things to do, why do I insist on looking for a job? Why don’t I use this time to learn more to improve myself? I am compelled to concede that I really stubborn sometimes, ha-ha…thanks for your comprehension and advices.