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I don't know who should i turn to each time i suffer from injustice. The other day, when i was diagnosed to have the anemia, actually you treated me much better than before and gave me the best care. While during the following days, the first misgiving of you is whether i can get enough money from my part-time job as a tutor. what i didn't tell you is that for several times, when i nearly fell down on the street in the scorching sun. i think if you treat me well, then, i think all the sufferings i have gone through are meaningful.
Untill now, i realize that i am just a machine, a machine of making money and a machine of studying. Today, when i went upstairs and knocked at the door, i nearly used up all my strength. i can't stand the severe syptom of the anemia so that i just walked home and informed my students of the cancelling of the class. however, when you opened the door and saw me, you said nothing but "why you come back so early? whether you are fined by the students' parents? Did they say when to give you the salary? ", ignoring my pale face. At that moment, all kinds of feeling welled up in my mind.
Am i a fucking machine of making money for you?!!!
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- Reply sunnyv
- That partner of yours is a devil in disguise. Don't be so innocent to place your trust on him. You can't trust him especially in times of crises. Now that you are serious ill and would need whatever support you can get, it is better to keep quiet and don't burst his bubble now. It is better to go on and see how far he would go to mistreat you, then you can make up your mind on what to do. You cannot count on him to give you emergency help when you need it. It is in times of trouble and desperation that you can see the real face of those around you.
You seem to be a capable person. Being tutor is a respectable, flexible and good occupation. You can be independent in life. Transform your disappointment and frustrations into positive energy. Don't despair, he is not your world. Try to find alternative care and support.
You may suffer discomfort and weaknesses in the days ahead. Nausea (feeling sick), abdominal (tummy) pain, heartburn, constipation and diarrhoea etc. You can ease these discomforts by improving the food you eat.
It is possible that your anaemia is caused by deficiency of iron in your diet. The diets in northern China is often deficient in the mineral "iron", therefore, there are plenty or iron deficiency related sickness. You can be cured and be strong again. You must eat more Dark-green leafy vegetables (don't overcook), watercress, iron-fortified bread, green beans, apples, nuts meat, apricots, prunes, or raisins. These don't cost a lot of money. The newest treatment is by taking ferrous sulphate supplements.
We all have to go through difficult times, you have to strong and sail through these painful times. It is through such difficult times that we know the value and realities of life. Be strong and confident. You can make it.
- Reply Camure
- Now the most important is be kind to yourself for the present.
Ignore him,you don't have time and energy in bothering his business...
- Reply redapple2
- I'm so sorry to hear that, Sophia. I think you need to talk to him seriously about you feeling. Let him know you are painful to his act. And then if all communications fail, you can just leave him alone, and take care of yourself. Someday, you will find have been through it. You are a nice, strong and independent girl. I wish you good health and happy.
- Reply Jenny-liangquan
- I wish you health and happiness! Ignore him!
- Reply loly90
- Who are this fucking guy? Your boyfriend? Take care of yourself, do remember to take some medicine, your parents may worry about you. Leave him alone! Health comes first!
- Reply Sophina
- loly90: Who are this fucking guy? Your boyfriend? Take care of yourself, do remember to take some medicine, your parents may worry about you. Leave him alone!no no no...that's one of my relatives, i now live in their house, not my boyfriend~
- Reply Sophina
- Jenny-liangquan: I wish you health and happiness! Ignore him!the person who i referred to is not my boyfriend, honestly, that's one of my relatives and now i live in thier house. anyway, thx for your care.
- Reply Sophina
- redapple2: I'm so sorry to hear that, Sophia. I think you need to talk to him seriously about you feeling. Let him know you are painful to his act. And then if ai know what you mean and honestly, that's not my boyfriend, i mean it's my relative who take care of me since my parents have divorce. anyway, your words are really helpful.
- Reply Sophina
- Xtasy: Leave him. Never devote yourself to a man who does not cherish you as a person.oh, boy, i do not mean my boyfriend, honestly, that's one of my relatives. thank for your care and helpful advice , you are so kind a person.
- Reply Sophina
- Camure: Now the most important is be kind to yourself for the present.
Ignore him,you don't have time and energy in bothering his business...what you said were definitely right. i do need to have a stronger mind and independent character. the only person that should be responsible for my life is myself. thx for your care.
- Reply Sophina
- sunnyv: That partner of yours is a devil in disguise. Don't be so innocent to place your trust on him. You can't trust him especially in times of crises. Nowafter reading your advice, i don't know what to say, you are so kind that give me such thorough and considerate help, however, i am now just a student and i need their help in my tuition, the person who i referred is one of my relatives . i live in their house since my parents have divorced.
- Reply Jenny-liangquan
- I'm sorry to hear that you have such a relative!
- Reply Kimi011812
- Poor girl, I used to have kind of anemia as u, take care and take some more exercises to build up ur body. Life may not go as smoothly as u wish, but we should learn how to protect ourselves.
- Reply redapple2
- Sophina: i know what you mean and honestly, that's not my boyfriend, i mean it's my relative who take care of me since my parents have divorce. anyway, your woOh, I didn't mean he is your boyfriend. You misunderstood.
- Reply loly90
- Sophina: no no no...that's one of my relatives, i now live in their house, not my boyfriend~ Ok, i got it
- Reply Sophina
- Jenny-liangquan:i hope everything will be fine in the following days~I'm sorry to hear that you have such a relative!
- Reply Sophina
- Kimi011812: Poor girl, I used to have kind of anemia as u, take care and take some more exercises to build up ur body. Life may not go as smoothly as u wish, butreally? then you must know how i am feeling now and i am very happy to have such a friend who once had the same feeling as me~good to meet you!
- Reply Sophina
- redapple2: Oh, I didn't mean he is your boyfriend.well, i am really glad to have such a friend as you who care for me ~You misunderstood.
- Reply Jenny-liangquan
- Yes! It will!
