Firstly, i wanna to say just to be myself, when you grow up day by day everyone will be far away from your side and you stay alone, noboday care about your life anymore, so i need to become more strong and stongest.

The day yessterday is my grandfather's birthday, my grandparents came here from my hometown,so all of us so happy and this is the good time for congraduate for his birthday, the afternoon when they talked about where will going after that day, my uncle's wife said will go Nanjing tomorrow and show around to  my grandparents, but there only two car not load all of us, one person should come out, and then my uncle's wife spoke out who i am so busy for dating unwilling going with them and ask me if i wanna go to there can be by high-speed-railway myself,  i was so sad at that moment, even though i not going if really over stuff but she why said like that ??  after that we go the restaurant for supper my grandfather who talked with me tomorrow i should go with them because they came to here less by less , attactuly i realy want accompany with them since my grandpearents is very old, whom loss less lifetime. when we all finish the supper and then go back my uncle's home who all discuss how to arrange tomorrow's schedule, i remember one of my brother said should be take me together, only one asking for me, i heared their topic on another bedroom.  about 9pm i went back my house sleep still tomorrow morning nobody call me, ok, i disappoint and i saw thier the photo on QQ space except me , why they loss me ?   my brother with same blood, my low sister, my uncle and ....

And now i jump out from my family QQ group, i don't want to get hurt, don't want to hear anything about them. just do what i do.