it's rainy and cloudy for several days in Shenzhen and Iam so unlucky to catch a cold and get a fever. after shower that night I was too tired to dry my hair and I fall asleep as i went to bed.when I got up in the morning Ifelt a little bit uncomfortable in my throat. but it gets worse with headache and fever these days. I have forgotten what was the last time that I caught a cold.
mom called me and enquired the present situation, whenever she called, she had a forever topic. she wants me back to my hometown. I have thought so much on this problem, but I don't know what can I do except to be a teacher if I go back. Here i have many chances and opportunities but i am alone.
what matters most for a girl? marriage ? career? and what matters most in a marriage and what matters most in a career ?
i have nothing to say about marriage because I cannot just imagine things. I know it calls for many. many spiritual things and material things too. but what will going on if you meet someone that loves you but with little money. one of my friend break up with her boyfriend because they quarreled and his boyfriend cannot bare this.did they truely love each other?
for career, I am tired of thinking this. I want to find another job, but so difficult to find a good one.