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my head was filled with many ideas everyday since i was a little girl. i was curious about things happened around me, so in many occassion, i fall in deep thinking. my mother once quite worried about me because i only utter few words each day. later i cried a lot when my brother went to shcool but i couldn't. my brother taught me a lot of things he learned from school, in that case i was able to counter numbers and say ABC before i go to school.
but my interests of school didn't remain long, i hate my kindergarten teacher, she was not a formal one, we have to wait her to finish all her housechores. she didn't like us in the same way. so to be a teacher became my very first dream.i study hard and did a better job than my brother. hope one day i can achieve my dream.
when i was a middle school student, on the third year exactly,my aunt had a affair with another man in her hometown, she abandoned her little child who was still rely on her milk and my uncle. my uncle came to my home and asked me to write a sue letter for him which made my mother very unhappy since the enterance exame was approaching . till now i cannot understand why/? how could a mother be so cold to her little babay less than one year's old. i want to be a lawyer immediately, how many times i imagined that i sit up high in the court hall to declare that that woman should put into prison forever to confess her own guilt. my sister was seven now, and i throw that dream away and that woman still live under the same sky with me.
there are many other ideas come up later, i want to be a tour guide when i was in college, i want to be a simultaneous interpreter, a english teacher, a gardener and so on. but i stay in my present job for more than two years, i did nothing for my dreams. it's not easy to give up something to gain another. but on the very first i have to support my self.
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- Reply sunnyv
- Your thoughts are perfectly normal and in fact quite good. You have the qualities of being fair, just; righteousness, equitableness, or moral righteounesss. You know what to expect and know your rights to things you deserve since you were a child.
What your aunt did was immoral and cannot be forgiven by any standards. The letter seeking justice and redress for the child is a good deed and somebody has to do something about this pitiful situation. Your mother's displeasure is evidently due to the undesirable tradition thought of everbody sweep their own door's snow. She feels you are intervening or interfering with family matters of others. You can ignore her views because if nobody does anything, imagine the terrible consequence for the child.
It doesn't really matters when you desire to be in a different career at different times. The opposite would be idleness and lack of sense of venture. You are merely searching and seeking a suitable career for yourself. In the end, you would get what you want. Just do what you think is the best. Support you.
