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the weather turns to cold suddenly, wind in the midnight makes me shudder like a wallflower, but the flower has some thing to lean on, what i can? write those meaningless words to memorize my empty heart and boring life. it's midnight now, but my head is too clear and black to fall asleep. days go on in disorder same as the weather here, i cannot tell it is the winter in summer or summer in the winter.
a good idea jumps out coincidently to please myself, then i forget everything and try very hard to make it come ture without thinking the value and meaning of it. but later my head feels hit by something suddenly in a short moment, something captured all my efforts and break it into small pieces. what i have to stick up to, what i should give up is not as important as it should be anymore.unnecessory at all.
i am used to think things around me over and over again, as we view a sceneary in different angles,till the scene disappears in your eyes, it seems that all the things had lost their original faces. try hard in order to put some new ingredients to mylife, never thought it was so difficult to make a new change, nither changed by others, or we change ourselves.
we have to learn to accept the facts since we were born for we cannot escape all the time, we have no place to hide sometimes.while i have to realiz that how stupid i am, how ignorant,how rigid,how feeble,and how sluggish i am.
if you cannot see through a person, you'd better know youself very well. know your heart, love yourself and be yourself forever. anyhow you are unique in this world & no one can replace you.
write at 00:00 on 5th, Oct.2012
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Post comment Comment (3 replies)
- Reply Soar
- Do the best that you can and be proud of yourself for having the courage to strive for your happiness.
- Reply loly90
- I sincerely hope God can give you power. If you want, go to fetch a Bible and read it carefully.
- Reply lijuanandrea
- i'v read bible, but it not my cup of tea. i would like to rely on myself.
