after the entrance exam, i stayed in hospital to take care of my father becuse he had an car accident on the day which i just finished the exam. my father's operation were finished without anyone's accompany, the driver did all this and didn't tell any of us, my father was in a coma, he called after his awakeness. whenever i thought this, tears still linger in my eyes. later my teacher called and told my mother that i got the first place in my school. it was the first happy thing at that time ,big smiles climed upon my father's face. i tried very hard  to applied the loan form my university and did part time jobs till i finished school. i really want to futher my study when i finished colleague, but i cannot. 

it has been two years since i graduated, but i still have that idea. days ago, i consulted a teacher about study overseas, but my two years' salary is far to enought to pay the fee. i fell frustrated and went to the library, seen so many books, i cannot stop myself walking along the shelves one by one for the whole afternoon. finally, i picked up two boks in english and left.  

although i cannot go to school again, i will not stop my way of learning.