Lately I have been watching Japanese movies...
In the past I was enthusiastic about watching Hollywood movies, drowning in the Western culture, hypnotized by the amazing English language...Lucky me that I have become an English interpreter this way, and I guess from this kind of experience I let the "wild and free" style melt into my character.
But things happened and it made me realize I had changed. Nobody was there to save me from the man I have become just when I needed it the most.
When I was in love, I began to become interested in Japanese, for from the Japanese language, I got the inspirations to write love poems to her. But not now, right now, Japanese movies seem like an escape I try to run wild and free into another world.
Aye, what am I writing about?
I found the "Eku San" Cartoon series in the Japanese version and watched it all over again, what I get is that with the years passing, I seem to have lost the brave and joyous me. The lines and the Sun day doll , and the message transcending in the story, I have come to understand once again.
Don't, never say what is not important to be important, and never important to be otherwise.
" I did my work, and I kept my own council, I just tried so hard to do what is gotta be done, just so I could hold myself above slight and contempt", said my fav writer.
A kinda sentimental and depressing always haunting, and there is no way he could dismiss himself of this state of mind.My gosh, I am already an English interpreter, still I am pushing myself so hard to learning Japanese these days, yet I am not complaining, I am enjoying things this day, for I would like to be a trilingual interpreter.
When you lose sth, don't feel sad upon losing it, or you never lose what you never had. moving on, roll with it, that's just how like is.
Nothing is more important than treating yourself right.
Some ppl, they are never destined to the the other better half of you, say goodbye, never meet again. Even if you meet, pass each other by just like strangers.
I don't believe in moving the heart and soul of others, just as Charles Dickens did.
I guess this is it, me, Daniel, is gonna get back to work now.
May I am gonna set things right again if everything is so wrong now.