Listen to your inner voice, do what you want , I dare to express myself, even if my English is not good enough ,i think it is the best performance, even if my expression are wrong, grammar question, word error ,and so on, nothing to fear, at least I have taken the first step,right? I think I will stick with my own Language diary,Some people say that I have to learn grammar, I am grateful that people mention my proposal, but I think even my grammar is not good, I will continue to use my bad grammar to express my ideas, in my point ,to learn English or other language , I think the sense of language are much more important than grammar, first is the sense of language, then is grammar.I support the different voices, because everyone have their own point of view, freedom of speech is our right.