Asked for a day's leave to have the second interview which lasted for over 4 hours.

 

Although Some part of the job responsiblities can fit to my destination but still not match 100% or over 85%.

 

Faced a difficult decision.Choose it or Not?

 

I have two reason to choose it,1st for the reality and 2nd for what the position provided and whats more,It willnot be too busy as my previous one.but it will be sth too simple which means I may lose sth important in the future.which makes feel bad and halting.

 

Called Best Friend,tried to contact with someone I respect to give me some advices.Only get one's reply.

 

and also doubted whether it would be good for the future career path. and finally the question got back to me again

"What do you want?"

 

This is the disvantage of being an adult.

You should do the decision by yourself and take the responsiblity for it from now on. Good or Bad all should be taken by yourself.

 

Yes.What do I want?