Let it go.

 

I cant lie to myself it is what I want.

 

In fact I felt ease after I made the decision but the moment it became reality I could not help thinking that If I chose it what would happen?Would it be different?Would it might lead me to some other places where was also very colorful?

 

All in a flash.

 

What has been done had been done.

 

Maybe there always are sth needed to be insisted.What will be the result? No one knows.

 

But I do believe,

If I really try hard 

If I really catch every chance inflencing the result I care,

If I really know clearly about my map to the destination.

No matter what will be there in the destination,No dispointment will I have.

 

Before that,if there is any price should be paid.

I pay the price.

 

May,21rst,2009