Last friday marked the end of road for our 5-years-long relationship. She went to Britain without hestation. She said goodbay and sorry to me and wished me having a better girl than her. In retrospect, the five years has been the most wonderful journal for me. We went through tears and hilarity. She gave me confidence and joys of life. She made me grow up and made me a better man. After two days of drinking and depression, I think i could handle this pain of losing her. I give myself a consolation that sometimes it just could not work out even though the love between us is so deep.

        Tomorrow will be a better day.