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It`s too late already, but I still have a lot of things wait me to do. An important exam is around the corner, I only have a week to ready for it. But, in this very valuable time, I was distracted by some other thing. I know I shouldn`t do that, but,I can`t...
For me, it is very ambivalent. A friend of mine thinks my major is interior design, so he introduced a big project to me. I told him that my major is digital design, and I have no ablity to do such type of work. Then, he said to me that why I am not try to introduce to my clssmates or my friends and maybe I could get some money from it? But,any way, now, it has become my job. What a utilitarian person I am!!... Firstly, take full account of corresponding condition, my cousin sister was thought of as the fittest person to do this job. It is coincidence that her major is interior design, and has graduated from college. so, with no hesitate, I gave her an message, and also just as I had expected, she showed me that she is very intersting in this project. It has been three years since we met last time, I can feel that she is not the original girl any more. It is very complicated to explain where he has changed, just a feeling. I have decided that I will not get one penny from this projest if it operated by my cousin before sending message. Nevertheless, she is not only very very ungelivable, but also have no a sincere heart with me. Till now, I can`t get an idea why she lied me? she introduced a guy to me, and told me that he is very good at interior desin. But, unfortunately, the guy I have known a few years already, and much worse is that he has gave me a very bad impression. For me, it is so hard to imagine that he could accomplish this job good enough. Just an idler.. At the moment, I desire to know who gave her courage to lie to me? So, my cousin is out of this project. I have nothing to say on this issue...
I am the type of person, if you have my promise, I will do anything which I have promised to do. So, no other way to choice, I have to do this. I have organized some professional persons to do this job. they are all friends or classmates of mine and also with high passion to help me to do this job.. So, if everything goes well, I could accomplish this job in the tomorrow afternoon. I finally make a distinction between human being and beast: human beings are worried about money or honor. after this, I should give my attention in the study of Englsih and foreign trade...I have no time to trifle away ant more.
For me, it is very ambivalent. A friend of mine thinks my major is interior design, so he introduced a big project to me. I told him that my major is digital design, and I have no ablity to do such type of work. Then, he said to me that why I am not try to introduce to my clssmates or my friends and maybe I could get some money from it? But,any way, now, it has become my job. What a utilitarian person I am!!... Firstly, take full account of corresponding condition, my cousin sister was thought of as the fittest person to do this job. It is coincidence that her major is interior design, and has graduated from college. so, with no hesitate, I gave her an message, and also just as I had expected, she showed me that she is very intersting in this project. It has been three years since we met last time, I can feel that she is not the original girl any more. It is very complicated to explain where he has changed, just a feeling. I have decided that I will not get one penny from this projest if it operated by my cousin before sending message. Nevertheless, she is not only very very ungelivable, but also have no a sincere heart with me. Till now, I can`t get an idea why she lied me? she introduced a guy to me, and told me that he is very good at interior desin. But, unfortunately, the guy I have known a few years already, and much worse is that he has gave me a very bad impression. For me, it is so hard to imagine that he could accomplish this job good enough. Just an idler.. At the moment, I desire to know who gave her courage to lie to me? So, my cousin is out of this project. I have nothing to say on this issue...
I am the type of person, if you have my promise, I will do anything which I have promised to do. So, no other way to choice, I have to do this. I have organized some professional persons to do this job. they are all friends or classmates of mine and also with high passion to help me to do this job.. So, if everything goes well, I could accomplish this job in the tomorrow afternoon. I finally make a distinction between human being and beast: human beings are worried about money or honor. after this, I should give my attention in the study of Englsih and foreign trade...I have no time to trifle away ant more.
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- Reply violett
- You are a man of sincerity.It dose matter who the other guys are,but who you are.Keep going with your heart and great ambition.
- Reply Jimmy621209
- What's wrong with you? Illion! You are a good person in my heart, this words from deeply heart. We have knew each other for a long time. Sometimes, i always call you''saohuo", but in the fact, you are not a "saohuo".You have a big ambition. I don't know what happed about you.If you want to talk it with me, i could be your best audience. How a bout your cousin? What your important exam is? What your confused is? May all go well with you! I am very glad to know you! Your English is very good! You must be a successful man in the futrue, i am believe. Thanks!
- Reply Illion
- Jimmy621209: What's wrong with you? Illion! You are a good person in my heart, this words from deeply heart. We have knew each other for a long time. Sometimes, iJimmy! my dear friend, thanks for your attention.
I am ok, just fell free to write some of my feeling.
A cousin of mine lied me, just for her BF`s pal. at that moment, I feel very bad. So, I wrote something to release me.
The world in my eye is changed, and my old friends aso changed. everyone around me are made me feel very selfish. Maybe as the saying goes , every man for himself. But, I firmly believe that
u are an exception...
- Reply JMZ
- With different conditions, some people changed a lot, some of them changed better and better,while someone changed worse...
These days, I saw an poor and old women sitting down on the groud in the packed bus as she was very tried and the weather is so hot, while none of those people who around her willing to offer the seat to her, even some youth man, where is the conscience? why not give a little love to her just a while? I don't know why, I wasn't feeling well at that moment.
- Reply Jimmy621209
- Illion: Jimmy! my dear friend, thanks for your attention.Do you know the mean of "yikehu"?In my part, our present life is 'yikehu''. I was grieved by my close friend's betray when i undoubted trusted him just due to some many. Life is a wonderful thing, we must learn to thinksgiving from the innermost part of our heart and trust all things will go well in the futrue if you never give up your dreams.Just as Jobs said,''You have to trust in something — your instincts, destiny, life, whatever.” If you have a optimistic attitude, everyday of you is a shinying day! Thank you, my dear friend Illion! God bless you!!May all go well with you!I am ok, just fell free to write some of my feeling.
A cousin of mine lied me, just for her B
- Reply Illion
- JMZ: With different conditions, some people changed a lot, some of them changed better and better,while someone changed worse...yes, you make more sence. we have no idea to change others, but we can change ourself. We have no power to force others to do something that we guys think they ought to do, but we can sow a Good Samaritan seed in them heart. Maybe most of these seeds will die in silent, but we guys should have confidence and try our best to make our enviroment more and more harmonious. Just as you said, with different growth condition, everyone is different. If without these selfish guys in our life , who can be used to foil our goodness?...
These days, I saw an poor
I think like such kind of situation is an exception, I have never met any youngster not offer his seat to those who need it in bus. Nevertheless, it not means that I lived in a very harmonious place, I always happen to meet some guys smoke in bus, that really make me feel very very uncomfortable, especially in some air-conditioned buses. hehe... at that time, you must have had no seat, right? or you will offer your seat to the old woman.
- Reply Illion
- Jimmy621209: Do you know the mean of "yikehu"?In my part, our present life is 'yikehu''. I was grieved by my close friend's betray when i undoubted trustyikehu? to be frank with you, I have never heard this word. what a learned youngster you are!! I must learn from you, Jinmy...
- Reply JMZ
- Illion: yes, you make more sence. we have no idea to change others, but we can change ourself. We have no power to force others to do something that we guys tyes, I have no seat at that moment. or I will give my seat to her.
- Reply Jimmy621209
- ''Yikehu"is Pinyin. It means miserable. My name is Jimmy, OK?
