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a terrible day
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i have an awful morning, then i have a awful day as expected.
in the morning, i was nearly late for my lesson. at noon, i heard something making me feel bitter. in the afternoon, my students made me crazy in the class.
now i sat in front of my computer with lots of annoyance slipping into my mind,my body. it's gloomy outside as well as in my heart.
in half of the time, i live like a child forgetting all my complaint and pessimism. however, sometimes some even little frustration can beat me to the ground and force my devil in my body to run out. at that time, i will find that my life is full of failure. i am such a unlucky person that i even hate myself.
yesterday, when it was close to working hours, i bought some food for supper in our school canteen. it's already dark when i got home. i opened the door seeing the dark room without my husband. i still need to prepare something others for our supper. i was tired and i did my job like a Mummy with nothing in my mind. later, he came back, and we had the dinner. and he asked me "are you willing to wash the dishes?". suddenly i feel unpleasant in my weary body because usually he took charge of it. so he wanted to escape from his responsibility again? "no, i don't want to" i replied.
"ok, then i will wash it later and now leave it on the table"
so again, he left the table without even putting his own bowl back to the kitchen, i hate this. in my mind, we should put them into the kitchen at least. he went to the sofa watching tv. i didn't blame him, neither did i deal with the bowl. it's not the first time. i was getting used to it. and i am sure that it must be very late when he decided to wash them.
one year's marriage life makes me miss my single life very much. i always think why one has to find another one to torture oneself. it's a road of no return. i want to cry now....
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Post comment Comment (4 replies)
- Reply lijuanandrea
- i dislike those kind of people who eat very slow and watching TV at the same time, i cannot bear anyone who put the trays and bowls on the desk after finishing meals.
- Reply lijuanandrea
- i am wondering, why don't you have a talk with ur husband how u feel, it might be easier for both of you.
- Reply baoling
- it is just the part of your life, we beside work everyday, we also have to do cook and some disorder things, we should organize family, it is also the part of our life,lol.
- Reply Catherine陈
- Everything will be OK .
