After long time reading I am willing to write something here. Actually , I have no idea on what to write . In addition , it is my personal interest to write in English, although it is a little bit poor quality . Also , I am sure I will try to master English culture through my life , even to the date when the death comes . Apart from the interest on English , I am focusing on the traditional medicine ,which will take great part in my left time. I am kind of interested in the huge wealth on traditional medicine. a great amount of ancestors have been paying much more attention to the medicine study , meanwhile , it is worthwhile to search the unknown area which is perhaps hidden the great secret . I would like to find it .
There is three possibilities on the my career . first of all , I would like to spend much time on the pursuing the further education , which seem like impossible , however , I am so passionate that I have experienced 3 times on the exam. I believe I will try again and again until I lost all the passion .
the secondly, I will change my aim to pick up the potential target , that is , to get much more money through the trade with foreigners , which is also the interest with passion , the difficulty is my health , the higher wage means the more energy need to be paid on it. it is no doubt .
If the unrealized luck happens to me , I will mainly spend my rest life on the teaching , which is not my original aim but is the steady path on my career .
sometimes I do believe what the concept of Zen culture, which claims that everything exists according to the nature itself. that is , everything circulates its own orbit. perhaps it is , I do believe sometimes , especially something unknown happened to me these days , I just want to follow the natural space without any idea from my willingness.