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Those days i was always thinking my past lives.why now i was seemed like a madman?!I was a sunshine boy in my study time, but now ...The only reason I think it should be the wrong choice for my feeling.At that time i was totally a bad man, i chose my GF's best friend and then said goodbye to her.It must be the retribution,i cant be with her(i mean the last one i chose).Though sometimes i would miss her but i think the decison i made that time is right,or both us would be painfully.We had been together for more than 2years.In the 2years we most contacting by phone cas we live in 2 citys.We also have only one dating 3 months.Every 3moths i would go to the bus and then come to see her.Almost all the time we staying together was in the hotle,we Ml again and again.sometimes after we were divorced i was thinking how much feelings between we,just sex???! And wht i am thinking about her is the sex time.What a bad guy,i told myself.I tried several times to begin a new love,but i dont know why i have no feelings,and then i was thinking too much began crazy.sometimes i cant understand myself.What can i do in the next ??
Post comment Comment (6 replies)
- Reply rainecho415
- Life is complicated than you expect!
- Reply viviliao
- one of my friends faced the same problem. i told him to let both of them go. he said the affection became the white elephant and he is still in that relation. well~
- Reply jackey10431
- rainecho415: Life is complicated than you expect!i know...why my life likes a film ?! the things wht happened on me i think it just could see on the TV.
- Reply jackey10431
- viviliao: one of my friends faced the same problem. i told him to let both of them go. he said the affection became the white elephant and he is still in thatur...i lose both of them right now.at that time,i chose the latter and we havd a more than 2years love.at last i told her i must say goodbye to you.i can not be with you cas your family and you cannot let me to deal all the problems.though i know she loves me but many problems come out and they beyond my ability.at that time i nearly nervous breakdown.
- Reply rainecho415
- jackey10431: i know...why my life likes a film ?! the things wht happened on me i think it just could see on the TV.I have the same feeling, sometimes I would ask myself, is TV series like life or life is like TV series? Dramatic!
