To you ,I could say nothing but sorry. Though I know you care me so much and give me your heart, I still can not accept you as my boy friend.

    I know it is too cruel to you ,  but I have no choice but  to hurt you now. I don’t want you to trap too deep, I just not the person need you to wait and pay out. I will not keep the unclear relationship with you, I can’t be a bad girl to cheat your    emotion.

    Maybe that words would be tough to speak out and I know clearly that you would suffer a lot. That night I said that word on purpose, I jut want to quarrel with you and let you think badly of me so that I can cut down the relationship. When I heard the news that you are collecting money and want to come to Beijing at my birthday .I know that I must take measures to stop your trashy action. However I have not find a better way but to do that.

    In my inner heart ,I just regard you as my good friend .Now I am conscious that we will never be friends from now on, neither inamorato nor friends ,but strangers.

    I am grateful for everything you do for me, I will never forget the days we spent together, I will remember you forever. Now the only word I can say is sorry. I sincerely hope you will find your true love in the future. I will give my best wishes from my heart. At the same time I hope you can forget me as soon as possible though I know it is very thorny.

    Sorry again, maybe this word is the last word you want to hear from me. I will no longer pick up the phone  to talk to you and send messages to you , just accept the fact and adjust to this.

   Owen I hope you will keep it as a deadly secret ,also thank you for keeping me accompany in this unacquainted city and helping me when I feel helpless, thank you ! I will start a new life and forget about the sadness!