I never think you will send messages to me since I have said that words to you and we haven’t contact with each other for almost five days.

I can say no words when I see your sentimental messages. I must say I feel a big burden on me more than moved. That moment I know I must talk to you and spell out my true feelings.

I have a sense of suffocating. There is just no possibility between us.

If it was three days ago I wouldn’t pick up my telephone, but today I will. I don’t know what you say and what I say, I just hold the belief that I should let you lose faith in me. However I would rather never heard these words that slipped out from your mouth.

In my inner heart, never do I believe everlasting love. I always hold the belief that love will fade with time. So, don’t rebuke me hurting you, I can never answer your question what is feeling and why I don’t love you. It just depends on favor.

Maybe I can never find a boy that loves me more than you, but I never regret for what I do. Though you promise me to be best friends with me, I know clearly that we can not. I know forgetting a person is very tough and painful.

Hope you find your true love to cure the pain I give you.

You said you just do the choice of being lovers or strangers. I tell you that I just choose to be strangers.

I suddenly feel grieved, for I am afraid that today maybe our last talking. A deadly good friend is gone,

Here I would say sorry to Owen, keeping him in the freezing cold weather waiting for me to the English corner.