Many people say women’s feelings are very sharp, before long I also regard it as a truth. But now, I just know that it is true for other women not me. Five years ago, when I was in junior school, I and my classmate were in good relationship, I just can say that we have no secrets between us. At that time, being with him was a lot of fun to me. Maybe it was my misunderstanding of our relationship, I finally fell in love with him, meanwhile, I thought he was also loved me. So I waited him ,  hoping one day he would say love to me. However one year passed, he still treated me as before. I can’t wait any more, I can’t allow love to escape from me, so I expressed my feelings to him. The last word I want to hear is sorry, but I heard it slipping from his mouth smothly. I felt the end of the world came suddenly. I was cheated by my feelings. That day, a sunny day, but I just fell into endless darkness. That day belonged to nobody, I cried and promised to myself that I would not love anyone.

You are my first try, but I lose the game ending with hurts. No one can cure me, I tried my best to forget you, but I just can’t.

However, god plays joke on me. I met with you by occasion, you just call back my memory of him. You and him are so similar, making me confused. Your words are so sweet as his, you always care for me. Everything seems happened long long ago. I can’t tell why. The first time I have a strong feeling that I want to be with you. Maybe you are his shadow, but I like the feelings. My dead heart begins to breathe fresh air.

But ,feelings cheat me again, one night you said a lot to me ,I can’t remember all you said, but I learned that you just treat me as your sister. I can’t understand why I am so poor, love isn’t spoken out , I was refused. This time I didn’t cry. The calm in my heart makes me feel terrible. Because now I realize that you have gone forever, you will never come back. Just let me stay still waiting for my Mr Right, I will never believe my feelings, for it has cheated me twice.