Many days had past, I still confused. Love is a magical thing. A man who fall in love with a girl maybe  is a stupid person.  He will be losing himself in adoration. To love or to be loved, in a large sense,  is happiness. I have suffered for a long tangle period, is time to say goodbye.

   When you fall in love with a beauty, and the beauty doesn’t love you. As well as we know, it is only your wishful thinking. As for me, it isn’t advisable. I have undergone this kind of feeling for a long time.   The girl I loved who is a senior, unfortunately, I am a junior, but I am two years old than her. Since one year ago, I had spoken with myself; and I shouldn’t fall in love with anybody. With the growing age?my emotions become  blundering. Sometimes, I was complaining anything which happened around me even including the world. To my surprise, when I bump into the fairy, I become peaceful and optimistic. Thanks my Lord! As Tagore said,

‘‘The furthest distance in the world 

Is not between live and death

But when I stand in front of you

Yet you don’t know that I love you

The furthest distance in the world

Is not when I stand in front of you

Yet you can’t see my love

But when undoubtedly knowing the love from both

Yet cannot be together

The furthest distance in the world

Is not being apart while being in love

But when plainly I cannot resist the yearning

Yet pretending your have never been in my heart

The furthest distance in the world

Is not you have never been in my heart

But using one’s indifferent heart

To dig an insurmountable river

For the one who loves you ’’

 Becoming loose are my clothes yet I regret not, for her I languish and suffer willingly.I have shown all my  loves to her, and about her, I have no idea，especially for the one whom I love so much.

    To be honest, I have an unsure future. There are too many unsure reasons; it is very bad for our sentiment. I have no idea for this. I am very confused. If I could not give her a shinning future, as always, I should give her a beautiful memory as an ordinary friend.     May all go well with her. After departure of her, I should be the first me.I never fall in love with anybody easily. This is promise!

 Farewell my hopeless love! Thank you for your love!