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5.31 Renascence
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Dear Jimmy:
Long time no see,right?
Faced with you,i won't make any excuse such as i'm busy ,for my long absence.Yes,i'm busy.I'am busy practising how to forget a person and the pain he brought.I've drawn a lesson from my last failure experience on romantic relation,an one-side love.To note down my sorrow is a totally stupid way to recover. It only repeat your sadness and scatter salt on the scar.So this time,actually,still the last scar made by Meng,i kept myself from him from every aspect.Time will cure every wound.Just give time some time.
With the help of Mommy ,now i came back with peace and I'll share my happiness with you.
Please be my witness of my new birth.
Yours sincerely
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- Reply Kimi011812
- Hey, my friend, "one-side love" is also honorable and worth writing down, it is a good way to commemorate a period of pure love, no matter what the results will be. I bet girls are always sweet and encourageous of showing her love to the one u love.
Wish u good luck!
- Reply nextjourney
- Kimi011812: Hey, my friend, "one-side love" is also honorable and worth writing down, it is a good way to commemorate a period of pure love, no matter wThank you for noticing.Because of distant love,Our love was complicated and rough.We broke up for one time and got together again because we found each other is the only one we've opened the whole heart to.We shared a great time each time we got together.However,it's always difficult to get along than falling love.There were too many differences between us and we were both stubborn sometimes.But ,for a long time,it was always I that made compromise .You know ,distant love needs dedicately managed.I can't do it on my own.There is a limitation on one's tolerance.
As he said finally,he loves me and more than i realized,even more than he had realized.But it's too late.I've wore out.
He didn't make further detainment .He just told me he also worried whether he can give me the future i want .And he worried he still can't deal with love properly.Rather than hurting me,he would like to give up.
I have no idea about what he finally said.If he really care,why he acted like that before i wanted to leave ?
- Reply Kimi011812
- Wow, a bit sad story, hehe, kidding, not story,but urself experience. I also experience a couple of distance love, one is when I studied in university, after breaking up with the first one, I said to myself, I'll never have a distance love with someone who lives far away from my hometown. However, the so-called rule was left behind and didn't works when I met my second BF(still in good relations) three years ago. Comparing with the first one, he lives further and what's more, he comes from a single-parent familly, who has complicated familly background. However, when staying or hanging out with him, I, abvious, am happier than ever before and find back the real side of mine. The first one, though was a kind-hearted guy and had many outside interests, I still got myself confused when dating with him, what he said are far from what he did, when graduation came to the end, he lost much confidence and the direction that he discribled to me when facing the unknow society. At the thought of future, his, ours, he shrinked back in the face of love. He's not sure whether he can offer me the future I want, either. Two years later, when I steped out of school and find my first job, I became to realise life would be a tatally different if he (the first one) had enough confidence and dare to bear the burden of life, however, he gave up at the starting line of our life. Luckily, I met the second one when I travelled in Xiamen three years ago by coincident, he is a happy, sunshine but much maturer than peers, though one year younger than me. After many times contacts, I found he is clear about his future and the life he want.(I thought it has much to do with his single familly background), comfortable smile always shows up on the face, I'm not sure when I became to love this guy...(long story,hehe)
I don't know much about ur BF and not right to judge what kind od person he was or what he thought at the time of proposing to beak up with u, here I just share my personal experience. I think u are nice and kind-hearted person, who deserves a nice guy to take care of. Wish u good luck!
- Reply nextjourney
- Kimi011812: Wow, a bit sad story, hehe, kidding, not story,but urself experience. I also experience a couple of distance love, one is when I studied in universityReally thank you for sharing your love story with me.
I still think we can get together in future,maybe after we both become more mature and are ready to settle down.I know it sounds unpractical,many of my friends have told me:Don't be silly.
I am not idiot and i know how fast the world changes .
Maybe he can find someone like me ,maybe it will be me who first meet the next right one.But I have no mean to accept another right now,at least.People are always a creature with conflicting thoughts.Just let time to make our minds out.
- Reply Kimi011812
- nextjourney: Really thank you for sharing your love story with me.Hey, sweet, If u think u are right and worth staying together with him, then u can just stick to it, and I would be really happy for u. U knows more what u really want than anybody else.
I still think we can get together in future,maybe after we both become more mature and are ready
- Reply nextjourney
- Kimi011812: Hey, sweet, If u think u are right and worth staying together with him, then u can just stick to it, and I would be really happy for u. U knows more wThanks for your encouragement.
But to your disappointment,I am not very clear about myself.
I can even change my minds every 5 minutes
So I decide just focus on my own and try to be successful in one field in the future accompanied by the quite love he gave me.
As it's really hard to tell the complicated feeling,why not put it aside and focus on development and let time tell.True love do not disappear with time.And even if it lost in fate and there are someone who can replace me to make him happy.That's enough and i believe i'll also find another love.
Thank you be my listener about my story.
I've made my decision.
- Reply Kimi011812
- nextjourney: Thanks for your encouragement.Oh,Oh, changeable weather, I think reading more books may helpful to u, I can see sth from the situation u are facing now. I read many good books recently:"小强升职记"、"如何阅读一本书"“世界如此险恶，你要内心强大”“算命先生”...etc. especially for the first two books, it changes a lot on career, life attitude,outlook and reading as well. If u think it might be helpful, u can try to search the book from the Internet first.
But to your disappointment,I am not very clear about myself.
I can even change my minds every 5 minutesSo I dec
such as the third book, which is a famous pebble tile on the Internet, owning millions of net friends following it.
- Reply nextjourney
- Kimi011812: Oh,Oh, changeable weather, I think reading more books may helpful to u, I can see sth from the situation u are facing now. I read many good books recei really appreciate your phrases selection.
May i know what the exactly meaning of“a famous pebble tile” in Chinese ?
