(Yes. I'm not P******, and wow~~ huh~)

 

So I took another cup of good instant coffee and ended it all. 2 days without coffee,my sky almost fell down. Everyday I needed to struggle through-- just for my "health" . I even considered taking up smoking just drive away the tides of depression . Ok, sorry I ain't no perfect, but what the hack-- i can never be perfect even if I quit coffee. And I actually can quit it ---but ,alas, not necessary anymore-- I need to face my problem head-on, rather than resolving to constraint. I need to burn harder.

 

 

 

Autumn is supposed to be aesthetically delighting-- but I just grew depressed seeing everything in the nature dying, each taking their turn. I wonder when mine shall be. And faced with troubles-- the warmth of coffee is my only comfort-- to provide a bit of safety and liveliness--at this time of slow death.

 

 

I really need to read ALL the report concerning current affairs in WSJ and NYT for the next 3 weeks--so can somebody please help me gather all those? I'll help them with their resume in return. Or, dinner.^^