Yesterday, I received a message from AIA, a well-known insurer in the world. I ought to feel happy when i saw this message, especially in this harsh jobless time. Acturally, it doesn't give rise to any interest for me, for i don't want to be a broker selling insurance contracts. After all, this is not a easy work to be done. In china, it maybe the most difficult job with high pressure and hard working, of course companied with high salary.
However, at last, i come to this interview and give a good impression to the interviewer. There's no problem to entry the second section of interview. I'm wondering whether i should accept this job. I know i'm not good at sales and have a bad commmand of communication. Despite of this, I'm very shy to talk to strangers. How can i be a broker who has to speak to strangers almost everyday. I'm frightened.
These days, I have sent dozens of resumes to different company in different industries. This oppotunity is the first job oppotunity for me. Though i was eagerly to get a job. But I'm afraid of being unable to do it well. Becuase I don't want to be fired again.
I am in a great contradition. I hope to obtain success in my career, but afraid of failure. It allways makes me indecisive vacillating to do every thing.
I need change.